well, hello 2010.

it is the eleventh of january. how has 2010 been so eventful? my good friend a mentioned today, that with a sheer eleven days into the new year, we have already caused quite a stir. 2010 is starting off with a bang. and im not quite sure im ready. so far the new year has brought the following:

1. a fist fight, complete with what is now referred to as the "snooki shove."
2. summer roomie canoodling - in some cases, laughable and sure to bring some interesting times. in other cases, possibly on the cusp of a love affair (haha a)
3. mucho booze, often leading to extreme singing and dancing.
4. rumors, dealing with juuust about everything.
5. the song tiktok [which, by the way q102, is totally inappropriate during a 7am car ride] played on repeat until i hear it in my sleep.
6. dates. and future dates. and stories from dates. and worries about dates.
7. quotes, phrases and fun facts from the last eleven days (many of which come from the ever-popular jersey shore. fist pumpin like champs!)
8. countdowns for everything from "why isnt it friday yet" to "summerOHten"
9. a glimpse into the world of a few of the many men that will grace our lives in 2010
10. and of course, those people/places/things you wish you could have left in 2009...

so while many are making resolutions, i am trying to wrap my head around the first eleven days of 2010. should i make resolutions? probably. is my head straight enough right now to make any logical sense? no. i understand just as much as the next person, if not more, that there are changes i need to make in my life this year. if you stop growing and becoming a better you, you give up. so while i know that there are things i should "resolve" to work on, i cannot function right now. if you know me at all, you know that there is a crystal clear, larger than life, resolution i should make. but you also know that id be lying to myself and you if i were to preach about that right now. i cant make that promise, that resolution. i cant wash my hands of that situation. not yet anyway. when im ready, ill be shouting it from the rooftops. im taking the positive steps in the right direction. today, at least! but no one is perfect. and i know that 2010 will be a year full of lessons learned. and hopefully lots of fun along the way :)